its good to be back!!

gah its been too long!! i need to get back onto here. so bad. im so fat.

after i left here ( :( ) i started a twitter (follow me!!: SkinnyMinnee ) and ive just become so increasingly obbsessed with food and weight and calories and all that.

i long to feel empty, but binge all the time.
i long to be bones, but i succumb to the hunger..

but its time to regain control. get my life back into order and get skinny and fit and toned! i need to be perfect for next summer. ill post my intake every day again. :) im excited to start doing this again- ive missed it but i didnt realize it until now. hahah.

so how is everyone??????

~baby steps~

(intake was horrendous today- will start tomorrow)

im so terribly alone, wallowing in my own misery
its like if i lose the weight ill solve the mystery
like ill finally be happy, be free
from all this insanity
but im only digging myself in deeper
letting this voice be the speaker
letting it overcome my soul, my temple
letting her decide what i eat
how i think, how i speak