My dads friends are visiting and we all went out to lunch at this steak/pizza place and they got fries and cheese steaks and chicken parmesan and grilled cheese and I ordered nothing and I picked nothing off any one else's plates. Nothing. I didn't think I was gonna make it through that without giving into the temptation, but I did. :D I don't know how, but I did. Hopefully I don't fuck it all up later because I'm going out with friends and I always fuck a good streak up when I hang out with people. But these two girls that are gonna be there are literally the skinniest things. Hopefully they will be enough thinsperation for me to not stuff my face. One of them eats a TON and is a stick still because she has a super metabolism, mer I'm jealous. She's literally so skinny! The other one doesn't eat. I don't really know the deal with her or anything but I don't think she eats because shes always like 'I don't like calories'. So hopefully with these two real life thinsperations, and one of them not eating purposefully also, I'll keep my head straight even if it isn't.

MENTAL STRENGTH