Okay, November is a new month. This will be the month I buckle down. Starting today, I'm going to be strict. Fruits vegetables seeds and nuts, gym at least 3 times a week- I need to get back to it!!! I've gained so much and I'm pissed. I need to keep my focus straight and pursue this. Halloween was terrible (why is there a holiday centered around chocolate candy and chips WHY) and I feel like puking today because I ate so much chocolate last night I feel sick.
I will be strong from now on, and I will not be tempted. I'm above the temptation of food. I'm better than that. I don't need that! The only way for me to feel better again is to stop eating and lose all the weight again. That's what I'm gonna do. I'm getting my head straight now.
~baby steps~
*inhale, exhale*
****you don't need that****
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