so im pissed about the pizza and just generally upset about it.
im going to this indoor water park thing today and i have to wear a bathing suit and im kind of having a mini panic attack about it because i really dont want to tramp around in my bikini when im really uncomfortable with how i look and other people will see me and i dont want that... 
mer.
and then im going to a movie and out to dinner. im so nervous and i hope i dont  fuck up.

at least i haven't eaten yet today but i had a coffee and my friend had a chicken cheesesteak and it looked disgusting and unappetizing and i dont need that stuff!

wish me luck