I woke up at 2:40 today! It was raining down the shore, and my mom and I had a plan to go bathing suit shopping if it rained. But I woke up to find her in bed with a stomach bug! So I've just been lounging around all day. I helped make my little sister breakfast (she had half a bagel with vegetable cream cheese, some half and half, and a piece of cold pizza), and then ate a 50 cal yogurt myself, after 2 glasses of water. Making/preparing her food for her really distracted me from eating myself; I like that. Around 6, my step brother arrived and with him, the sun. So...we went to the beach! Holla! Day turned aroundddd. For dinner I had a turkey burger (no bun, too much carbs) with some sautéd onions, and some sautéd zucchini. [I decided I'm gonna post my total caloric intake at the end of each post.]
Today was kind of a waste of a day, but tomorrow should be better (hopefully). It's my mom and her twin sister's birthday, and we're just planning on spending it on the beach and probably going out to dinner. It's supposed to be sunny. Also my friend (the same one from the last post) is coming down for the day! He's gonna come to the beach and to dinner and then head back home inland afterwards. Hopefully the day goes well and I won't have to eat that much- I'll of course be blogging tomorrow, so I'll tell the real story then.

Strength and Love to everyone out there.

~baby steps~

Ps- just for future reference, here's everyone in my family and how ill be addressing them in this blog-

Mom- mom
Dad- dad
Stepdad- Mike
Stepsister(not the anorexic one)-O
Stepsister(anorexic one)- M
Actual biological sister- E
Stepbrother- Matt
-and a lot of the time I'll talk shit about my step family because they piss me off to no extent. Consider yourself warned-


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Food intake:
Breakfast- 2 glasses of water
yogurt- 50 cals
Snack- 2 Coca cola vanilla Zero
Dinner- 2 glasses of water
turkey burger- 170 cals
sautéd onion- 29 cals
sautéd zucchini- 15 cals
Excersize- 20 minutes swimming

Calories: 262
Excersize: 142
Net: 120