There is nothing better than right now. Lying on the beach with a Coca-Cola Vanilla Zero soda, my ipod, and being empty. Haven't eaten a single thing yet today (the day is young and I know we're going out for dinner tonight :/ but still) and I feel light and clean. But I still look at my step sister (not the anorexic one, the other one) and she's so skinny. I'm so envious of how her clothes fit her. But she doesn't do anything to make herself that way- she just naturally is skinny! Lucky. A hour ago she ate a yogurt, a ham and cheese sand which, and a bunch of tortilla chips! How does she do it? I watched her scarf it down- it was pretty disgusting and so much food. She even brought another sand which to the beach. Ugh. I try to not compare myself to her but it's so hard. Bleh. I need to drink this soda and relax on the beach. Holla