At least today was better than yesterday. Wasn't great though. School for me is never great. It is what it is. I'm really stressed about Algebra 2, and I feel like I'm not in control of anything. But I am in control of what I eat. Hopefully this fuels me more now that school is started and I am but a droplet of water in a vast sea. Here's what I wore today:

Tomorrow I'm supposed to wear red, white, and blue to support 9-11 (Even though tomorrow's 9-9), but I'm just wearing red and white. Picture will be tomorrow!

I'm really into tea now! I drink some in the morning, and tonight I'm having Sleepytime in a little bit too. It's really good and fills you up. Sounds good to me!

For lunch today my mom packed me a salad (lettuce and dressing :/), a yogurt, and a banana. From the moment I saw her put the yogurt and banana in there, I knew I wouldn't be eating them. So when I got to lunch today, I opened my lunch box to find the banana had exploded! All over everything, including the yogurt. So then I didn't feel guilty about throwing it out. Lucky me! I'll do the same thing tomorrow, minus the exploding part. :3 ...But I still ate those damn cookies. Fuck my friend that doesn't eat them and offers them to me. Tomorrow I will remember my blog and my goal, and I will say no to that offer. I can be strong.

I'm looking forward to this weekend. Hopefully I can keep up going to the gym every day! I've gone the past 3 days. Today was really good. It's like every day, excersizing helps me more and more. I did 50 minutes on the elliptical today, and I would've done an hour if my friend wasn't pushing me to get off so he could go get a bagel (blech).

Hope you guys are lovely :)

~baby steps~

Intake:
Calories:
Breakfast- Chai Tea:0 cals; Soy Milk:32 cals
Lunch- Lettuce:10 cals; Light Caesar Dressing:80 cals; Gingerbread Cookies:61 cals
Dinner- Broccoli Soup:102 cals
Excersize:
Walking, 35 min:139 cals burnt
Elliptical, 50 min:426 cals burnt :)))
Net: -281 :D