A LOT of thinking going on these past two days. Psychological thinking. Deep thinking.
I talked to M about some stuff... Something that really triggered me was when she said, 'No matter how far you go, you'll never be happy. No matter what size you go, it won't ever be enough.' It really hit me hard.
Another thing that just pissed me off was my grandmother being like, 'I would like you to have a boyfriend'. And it's just like can't I decide what I want!? It shouldn't matter what you expect of me.
I hate my intake the last few days. I hate myself these past few days.
Peace out
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