It's gonna be my yearrrr

Listen to Weightless by All Time Low. Do it!

“I wanna feel weightless, and that should be enough. But I’m stuck in this fucking rut.”

“maybe its not my weekend, but it’s gonna be my year”

Oh please let this year be a good one.

I can’t believe tomorrow’s a school day. I woke up at 5:45 AM today for a “test run”, so it was kind of hard to not eat. Around 9:30 AM I had a yogurt, and all I’m permitting from now until dinner is a pickle. I think most of my lunches that my mom packs me will be getting thrown away, as much as I hate to waste food. I’ll offer it to people, but if they say no, hello garbage! I just CAN’T slack anymore. I got the gym situation worked out, and I actually went today! It was really fun :) but then my friend bought me a Caesar salad and a chocolate chip cookie as an after workout dinner kind of, and I was so hungry and exhausted and nervous for the first day of school that I ate it. All. Like a starving wolf. I’ll go to the gym tomorrow hopefully.

I’m so nervous for the first day!

Here’s pictures of what I’m wearing tomorrow:

 God, I look so fat. Goddamned cookie. :(

~baby steps~

Intake L :

Calories:

Breakfast- Chai Tea:0 cals!; Yogurt:90 cals

Lunch- Pickle:5 cals

(so far so good….

…so bad so bad)

Dinner- Caesar Salad:260 cals; Chocolate Chip Cookie:102 cals

Excersize:

House Cleaning (lol):99 cals burnt

Elliptical:), 35 min:348 cals burnt

Net: 10 cal.

Hoping for the negatives tomorrow!

Hope, hope hope.