'Can't Help Myself But Count The Flaws, Claw My Way Out Through These Walls'

Thank god it's Friday. I'm so tired and done with trying, I just want to sleep for a week. I went to the gym today, my fourth day in a row. I'm giving myself tomorrow and Sunday off. Do I deserve that? My aunt came over my dads today and she said, 'you look so skinny! You look great!' I don't even know what to make of this. On one side, I'm grateful for the compliment, and on the other hand, I feel like it's a completely false statement.
I'll put what I wore today in tomorrow's post (plus what I wear tomorrow) because I'm on my phone and I can't do it from here.
My dads mom comes in tomorrow to stay for a while. She's an extravagant cook, and also gets upset and takes it personally if you don't eat something she makes. I'm not looking forward to feeling guilty because I wont eat the sauce covered shrimp and pasta she makes, or the tacos. I hope it's not too hard. :/
~baby steps~

Intake:
Calories:
Breakfast: Chai Tea:0 cals; Soy Milk:32 cals
Lunch: Yogurt:90 cals
Dinner: Bombay Salad:188
Snack: Pickle:5 cals
Excersize:
Walking, 35 min:139 cals burnt
Elliptical, 55 min:470 cals burnt
Stationary Bike, 5 min:15 cals burnt
Net: -308